major disappointment!!!

1. skip beat is my favourite manga.

2. its main charatcters are Mogami Kyoko, Tsuruga Ren and Fuwa Shotaro.

ren - kyoko - sho

3. Kyoko evolves from a naive girl who was being bullied by Sho into a strong yet vindictive yet clueless young actress and join the show business to get back at Sho.

4. Tsuruga Ren is an established actor, so good-looking and so talented too. Kyoko and Ren grew close because they are in the same agency, and later, acted in the same drama.

5. Ren is attracted to Kyoko for some reason, and so does Sho. Huh, biler orang lain nak baru dier sebok nak jugak. Sho keji! I’m on Ren’s side. I want Ren to hook up with Kyoko.

6. I’M ROOTING FOR REN!

7. today i read news on the manga going to be adapted into live action –> turn-off factor number one : it’s going to be a Taiwanese version. I hate it! Should just stick to Japanese.

8. The actor who is going to play Ren is Jerry Yen –> he’s cute allright but he can’t be Ren! Ren is not cute! Ren is handsome, manly, mesmerizing, anything but cute!! ( i couldn’t be bothered to put his pic here. he doesn’t worth it. just in case you’re wondering, he’s the one who played Dao Ming Si in Meteor Garden.)

9. seriously, didn’t the producer(s) read the manga beforehand? before they chose the actors? God, i am suuuuper-disappointed!!!! Give Ren some credit!!!!

TERAMAT PANJANG OKAY!!!!

The rules: Link to your tagger and post these rules –> tagged by cachah.. thanks

List 8 random facts about yourself and tag 8 people –> sama dengan orang yang cachah tag (tak payah depa wat tag 2,3 kali). Anyway, 8 random facts, here they go :

1. I’m a sucker for handsome, sexy, mysterious and dangerous guys, which by my definition are people like daniel craig as james bond, edward cullen, horatio caine, mookyul eun, ichinose takumi, uchiha itachi, hatake kakashi, takuya kimura.. the list goes on and on .. (eh, takde lelaki melayu tersenarai? oh well..)

2. if i like a certain author, i will endeavor to collect all of his or her books, brand new, no matter how much money it takes.

3. saya suka anime. dan manga. terutama cerita romance. hahaha. mana ada kisah cinta sejati kecuali dalam buku dan drama, kan? so, ape salahnya kalau drama tak mencerminkan realiti? ape salahnya kalau hero dan heroine dier dapat happy ending? it makes me feel better to know at least, part of my dreams are somewhere out there, even though it is only in drama. kalau nak cerita yang sedih sedih dengan pelbagai hardship, dont have to look very far. tak payah tengok tv pon! eh, emo pulak. moving on..

4.  my favourite anime is naruto. and very recently, skip beat. also, slam dunk. dulu masa kecik-kecik, minat patlabor.

5. my favourite manga ialah skip beat!!! suka sangat kyoko dan ren!!! <— macam budak remaja suka character dalam novel dan drama haha.. owh, saya juga suka nana, dan hot gimmick, dan baaaaanyakkkk lagi…

6. saya sayang kawan-kawan baik saya kerana mereka sabar melayan saya walaupun selalunya i behave like a jerk.. sorry girls.. u know u love me, xoxo.. gossip girls <— takde kena mengena pon..

7. saya gembira meet uncle hussein menang AJL ke 23!!! yeah!!

8. saya penat pikir 8 random facts nie.. cukuplah..

next, i will just follow whatever cachah has included in her blog. don’t know if this is part of the tag or what, but it seems like it. so, here goes :

Myself

First name: Paris (identiti dirahsiakan hahahaha…) 

Name you wish you had: Anna Rose (gedik tak hengat!!!!!)

What do people normally your name as: Aku pun tak paham chah.. anyway, nama 4 hurup, people cant get too creative with it pon.. 

Birthday: 25 July 1982

Birthplace: Kuantan, Pahang

Time of birth: 9.00 am.. ? 

Single or taken: Single….mingle…

Zodiac sign: Leo

My appearance (I hate this part .. i’ll omit everything then..) 

How tall are you :  Secret

Wish you were taller : All the time (with lonegr legs too, hihi..)

Eye color : sometimes i wish they are grey or green hehe..

Current hair color: Rahsia

Short or long hair: Rahsia

Ever dye your hair a bizarre color : No. Tempted? Very much so..

Last time you did something dramatic with you hair : potong pendek kira dramatik ke?

Glasses or contacts : both are fine

Do you wear make up : Of course. they give my self-esteem a ten-times leverage. haha..

Paint your nails : sometimes.

Shy or outgoing: errr… balanced? of both..

Sexy or cute: errr… wish i am both kekeke..

Serious or fun: usually fun..

A turn on: wajah yang kacak?

A turn off : someone nicknamed masmona

This or That

Flowers or chocolates: errr.. errmmmm… errmmmm.. cant decide..

Pepsi or coke: either is fine

Relationship or one night stand: Relationship..

School or work : definitely work.. ada duit sendiri..

Movie or music: Both.

Country or city : city.. kalau ke country mesti ada pemandangan yang indah dan buku yang banyak untuk dibaca..

Sunny or rainy days : Sunny .. Rainy is messy..

Friends or family: Both of course..

Have you Ever

Lied :  Of course.

Stole something : Of course. Bad girl, bad girl..

Smoked :  Pernah.

Hurt someone close to you : Like, all the time? sorry people!!!

Broke someone’s heart : Maybe???  I’d like to think i am the broken hearted one.. anyway, life goes on..

Wish you were prince or princess : Never. Too much protocol. Nanti tak bebas nak baca manga dan tengok anime lagi.

Like someone who was taken : pikir jap.. be right back..

Shaved your head: gilo ko?

Used chopstick : benci.. tapi terpaksa..

Sang in the mirror to yourself :  haha.. siap record lagi.. ternyata suara aku sengau! 

Favourites Flower : lily and orchids! 

Candy :  cloret kira candy ke? 

Song : Stay Away (L’arc-en-ciel) – Geek In The Pink (Jason Mraz) – Hero’s Come Back (nobodyknow OST Naruto) – Lagu Untukmu (Meet Uncle Hussein) – Kalis Rindu (Elyana) – 7 Things (Miley Cyrus) – Kias Fansuri (M. Nasir)

Color :  Black

Movie : Twilight – The Aviator –  Harry Potter movies - James Bond movies – Bourne movies – The Thomas Crown Affair – Puteri Gunung Ledang – Ayat-ayat Cinta – Heart

Singer : Jason Mraz, L’ar-en-ciel, M. Nasir, Melly Goeslow

Junk food: Twisties BBQ 

Website : www.litium.wordpress.com 

Animal : Chats –> Cats

Ever cried over someone : malu nak mengaku .. but, yeah.. i did..

Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself : errr… kaki yang lebih hot?? haha..not like i’m going to flaunt it anyway.. 

Do you think you’re attractive : no..

If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose: Guess what, edward cullen and bella swan..

Do you play any sports :  hockey, badminton, squash

Syarat dan peraturan:

1. Apabila telah terpilih dengan malangnya, silalah menulis 16 perkara paling rawak sama ada tentang fakta, perangai tak senonoh ataupun hala tuju hidup anda. Mari kita mulakan dengan 16 perkara paling rawak…. 

a. Saya sedang menonton ANTM

b. semalam saya menonton zettai kareshi, dan syarikat mereka menjual kek-kek yang comel and very creatively decorated. saya terliur tengok cream puff tu, jadi saya ambil kunci kereta dan drive ke  baker’s cottage di presint 8 and bought myself a cream puff. talk about spontaneous.

c. my latest crush are edward cullen and nate archibald.

d. saya sudah mula mengantuk.

e. dah lama saya tak buat mani-pedi.. time to visit the beauty parlor again..

f. saya suka high heels, kerana ia sexy, tapi terlalu tinggi amatlah tidak selesa.

g. saya benci pejabat saya pada waktu ini.

h. saya rasa macam nak EL je esok.

i. 2 minggu lagi saya nak ke bandung. yeay!

j. saya sedang membaca buku david sedaris yang seriously very hillarious!!

k. insya Allah saya akan jadi maklong pada bulan 5 atau 6 nie.. seriously, maklong? euwww… <– takleh terima hakikat

l. most of the time i tend to be too hard on myself

m. saya suka buat sudoku. ia menajamkan minda. numbers keep me happy.

n. call me crazy, but i loooovvvveeeee Paris Hilton .. and Kimora Lee Simmons..

o. mid bawak balik banyak limau mandarin. kebanyakannya saya yang tala. sedapnye. bawak lagi mid. merci beaucoup!

p. i miss sharila so much!!!!

2. Silalah hasut 16 orang lain untuk melakukan perkara ini –> hukk… sape-sape nak buat silakanlah..

3. Sila tanda manusia yang telah menanda anda di peringkat awal –> cachah.. 

4. Ketahuilah, jika anda terpilih ia adalah kerana anda juga manusia biasa yang perlukan perhatian dan kasih sayang yang secukupnya ketika bayi. Erm…nasib lahhh…

1. Do you think you are HOT? – not really..

2. Upload you fav pic(s). too mmuch hassle. tak kuasa.

3. Why do you like those picture(s)? next..

4. When was the last time u ate pizza? 2 weeks ago, family reunion di rumah baru. suruh my brother call domino’s. dah call bagi alamat, domino’s ingat kat PJ. jadi kena tunggu lebih kurang sejam baru pizza dihantar ke rumah kami yang sebenarnya di S.Alam. tapi pizza tu memang sedap. The were 8 of us, 2 pizzas large, 2 pizzas regular, licin!!! dinner with the whole family is the best!

5. The last song u listen to? – Geek In The Pink by Jason Mraz.. catchy giler! suke..

6. What are you doing right now besides this? – berfikir baju apa nak pakai esok..

7. What name u prefer besides yours? Anna Rose (like i said, gedik giler!!)

8. People I tag : 

1. edward cullen

2. jesper cullen

3. Mid-Oren

4. nate archibald

9. Who is No.1 – No.4?

no. 1 : obviously, edward cullen in twilight saga. *sigh*

no. 2 : jesper yang comel dalam twilight .. walaupun comel dan tenang, sebenarnya jesper ada quite a violent history..

no. 3 : Mid yang bawak balik banyak limau

no. 4 : kekeke.. nate archibald gossip girl..

eh, that’s all? FINALLY!!!!!

Obsesi Terpanjang

The Twilight Saga betul-betul memberi kesan kepada saya la.. Saya tonton movie twilight tu di panggung wayang gambar sebanyak 2 kali. saya tonton DVD twilight tu berkali-kali, ulang, ulang, ulang dan ulang lagi. then saya kemaruk beli novel dier. walaupun dapat beli secara rongak-rongak pada mulanya, saya tabahkan hati. entah dengan willpower yang datang dari mana, saya berjaya beli keempat-empat novel tu, dan yang penting, saya berjaya menamatkan kesemuanya dalam tempoh seminggu flat! (kagum dengan diri sendiri nie, hins hins..). bukan setakat itu sahaja, setiap kali saya pegang novel-novel itu (contohnya saya pegang untuk pass pada fisha ke, pada yanie ke) saya pasti akan baca lagi satu round. kalau mereka lambat ambil, jawabnye berbelas-belas round la saya baca. betapa la saya hooked up dengan twilight tu. saya rasa saya boleh hafal frasa-frasa romantik si edward cullen tu. huhu. inilah satu-satunya movie yang membuatkan saya rasa ralat saya takde pakwe. (but then again, kalau pun saya ada pakwe, dan dier tak seromantik edward cullen, mungkin saya akan rasa ralat bercouple dengan dier ohoho.. blessing in disguise katernye..).

termimpikan edward cullen? ohhh.. tidaklah sampai begitu sekali. tapi, kalau nak kata setiap saat berangan ada partner macam beliau, memang betul, setiap saat saya berangan. sampai tak boleh buat keje la. tak boleh nak fokus. saya rasa, inilah tempoh terpanjang saya obses dengan sesebuah movie atau buku. saya banyak jugak baca novel nicholas spark dan judith mcnaught (boleh kata semua dah baca la), dan mereka nie pun penulis novel romantik yang hardcore jugak, tapi takde la saya bagai nak rak jatuh chenta pada Zack Benedict ke, Royce Westmoreland ke, Ramon Galvera ke, ataupun Matthew Farrell. Tapi dengan edward cullen, ishk, i simply can’t resist. macam terkena sumpahan pulak. sumpahan chenta edward cullen. ishk.. ishk..

sampai sekarang pun, obsesi itu belum berakhir. jumpa je internet, pasti saya akan surf pasal twilight. tengok video-video di youtube, cari gambar edward & bella (banyak pose romantik tu), cari soundtrack, baca buku baru stephenie meyer secara online. tuan-tuan dan puan-puan tahu tak, ada buku baru tulisan stephenie meyer nie, tajuknye midnight sun. ia adalah kisah twilight, tapi diceritakan semula dari perspektif edward. (twilight, new moon dan eclipse diceritakan dari perspektif bella, manakala breaking dawn dari perspektif both bella dan jacob). tapi ini dari perspektif edward pulak. ayat-ayatnya sama, tetapi edward’s struggling tu diceritakan dengan lebih detail la sebab edward yang bercerita. saya harap dier sambung la tulis new moon, eclipse dan breaking dawn pulak dari perspektif edward pulak. saya akan jadi orang pertama yang beratur nak beli hoho. (saya jumpa partial draft midnight sun di internet, lalu saya download dan save – tak tahu la halal ke tak draft tu, tapi, lantak la – lepas tu saya baca. sesungguhnya, edward, lebih kemaruk dari bella! asyik tergelak je saya baca!)

p.s : saya dah potong rambut. cachah kata macam cina haha.. dah la mata sepet. elok la sangat.

p.s.s : tadi dengar lagu Boyzone, tajuknye Better. Kepada yang berkasih/ bersuami/ beristeri, renung-renungkanlah lirik lagu ini. sangat menyentuh jiwa. sangat bermakna. sangat .. edward .. owhh.. kalaulah..

Twilight – New Moon – Eclipse – Breaking Dawn

I love the movie twilight very much. Mt reason for loving it are the the same as every other girls, because Edward Cullen (played by Robert Pattison) was just so handsome and cool!!! i’ve liked Robert Pattison since he became Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter, but now i love him more. Anyway, i also love it because the phrases used in the movie were just so romantic. Romantic word, said by a handsome, sexy man with those intense gaze – i’d be a vampire’s girlfriend anytime babeh!

the funny thing is, i don’t know that the movie was an adaptation from a book entitled “twilight” by Stephenie Meyer. i just knew about it afterwards. It was a series of four books – the twilight saga they call it – twilight, new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn. but it still doesn’t compel me to read the book until i see MPH stockpiling the sequel of the book, called “new moon” in their store. i was curious, was it really that good that bookstores stock them up that many? so, i bought the “new moon”, disappointed  a bit, because “twilight” was sold out. and boy, was that book excellent!

while reading new moon, i only have one comment : “they have been casting the right people for twilight”.  i haven’t read twilight, yet when i tried to match each character with what i read in new moon, none of them seem awkward. and the book, well, just like the movie, was downright romantic. i had trouble falling asleep because it was so engrossing, and sometimes, i read the same lines like 7,8 times because the words sounded so good, and when i imagine Robert Pattison as edward says them, it was even better. Man, those eyes, those intense gaze, i totally melted. Imagine, Edward Cullen says this :

“Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars – point of light and reason..And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black.Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.” – New Moon, Stephenie Meyer.

Boy, i wish i am Bella.

The series was sold out here in KL. i went to Kinokuniya this afternoon, and only new moon was available, as well as the fourth book in the series, called “breaking dawn” ( i think that was like the last or maybe the last 2,3  copies). Twilight and eclipse were sold-out. I called Borders to check for any available stock, but they were also sold – out. Wow, everybody buys it when i want to buy it. Cet…

Anyway people, kepada yang suka buku romantic dan jiwang, boleh baca buku ini. memang best. kepada yang tak suka, forget it. mesti korang rasa membosankan.

p.s Malam nie nak mimpi edward lagi. fufufu..

‘Sachiko-san’

tadi buat kuiz bodoh-bodoh kat facebook. tajuk kuiz : What is your name in Japanese. Answered a few question. The result : Sachiko. i was like, “Sachiko?!!!!”

Sachiko, dalam manga dan anime Nana, adalah perempuan yang minat Shoji, sekaligus menyebabkan Komatsu Nana dan Shoji break-up, menjadikan Sachiko seorang perempuan yang keji. Tapi kuiz tu kata, Sachiko nie maksudnya ada sikit-sikit kena mengena dengan “happiness”. Whatever la.

Tapi Sachiko bunyinya tak sedap la.

Saya mahu nama Sakura ke, Kokomi ke..

Tapi nama Aimi pun sedap jugak. ‘Ai’ in Japanese bermaksud ‘love’. hihi.. sungguh lovey-dovey.

Hikayat Budak IKIP

selain menghadiri kenduri kimi dan azlina,

Kimi dan Azlina

saya juga berjalan-jalan dan mengimbau kenangan di Kuantan bersama kawan-kawan lama seperti roha, hufei, mirul, ewox, sairol, atun, lemy, usin, ipin dan kenek (sorry kenek i seriously don’t remember you!!!)

ipin, hufei, usin & baby, wife usin, roha, mirul belakang roha, me, ewox, kenek

sungguh seronok. banyak sungguh cerita yang kami kongsikan. rupanya ramai di kalangan mereka masih berada di kuantan, dengan kerjaya yang bagus-bagus semuanya. while i end up a government servant (together with hufei and roha in the teaching profesion), yang lain-lain nampaknye sungguh berjaya sebagai jurutera. as expected of former ikipian hihi.. i’m happy for them. kimi is married, atun and sairol are married (to each other), usin is married with two kids (yang sangat comel!!!). the rest of us, enjoying single lives.

anak usin, aishah

terima kasih kepada mirul yang sudi memandu kami pusing-pusing kuantan,

mirul yang ensem .. untuk berkenalan sila hubungi 01*-2*8***6

membawa kami ke semua destinasi yang kami ingin pergi, walaupun tempat-tempat tu macam takde maknenye pada kau. untuk makluman, mirul bawak kami tengok teluk cempedak, taman gelora (nasib baik makcik jagung parut tu off-day hari tu), hostel kami SPS, dan terutama sekali, tempat kami menghabiskan masa setahun lebih menyelesaikan matrik kami, Kolej IKIP.

Kolej IKIP di Kuantan

Terima kasih juga kepada KakLong Hufei, Kak Hasniza, serta housematenye Kak Fara kerana menumpangkan kami di rumah beliau pada hari sabtu tu. Lena kami tidur di rumah yang best tu!!!

Ahad petang, saya dan roha berjaya kidnap hufei supaya follow kami ke Kuala Terengganu untuk sesi cuti-cuti malaysia dan shopping di pasar payang., kasihan hufei, plan beliau abes lari disebabkan penculikan kami, tapi takpe la fei, bile lagi nak wat gile cam nie kan? keesokan harinya, plan kami mengalami perubahan, kerana roha ajak kami ke Masjid Kristal. Ingatkan sekejap saja, rupanya, di kawasan yang sama dengan masjid kristal, ada jugak satu kawasan yang dinamakan Taman Tamadun Islam, yang menghimpunkan miniature ( i should say replicas) of famous mosque  and building around the world. macam-macam bentuk. yang putih suci murni macam taj mahal, yang comel macam masjid di pattani, masjid yang ada tiang berputar macam di afghanistan, tidak ketinggalan juga masjid negara hihi.. rasa macam melancong ke seluruh dunia pulak hehe..

Me n Roha depan replica sebuah masjid di Pattani.. lupa nama dia..

hufei dah sampai india - amik gambar depan taj mahal!!!! fuiyooo..

hufei & roha jadi resakse ..

kawasannya agak besar, jadi kami habiskan masa sejam jugak di situ. lepas tu pegi masjid kristal, kubahnya sangat cantik dan memang nampak gah serta bergaya, tapi bila masuk dalam, frust, sebab tak cantik, or at least, tak complement kemegahan kubah di luar tu. nak amik gambar pun tak lalu. sekarang saya paham kenapa ramai orang complaint pasal kos membina masjid tu yang terlalu tinggi tu. personally, saya juga rasa, ia tak sepatutnya setinggi itu, selepas melihatnya dengan mata sendiri. but then again, saya tak tahu harga kristal tu sebenarnya. kalau harga sekeping kristal berukuran 5cm x 5cm tu ialahh RM3,450.00, mungkin logiklah kos yang dikatakan sebanyak rm250 juta tu agaknye. wallahu ‘alam.

hufei dan roha depan masjid kristal..

anyway, disebabkan kami melancong terlalu lama, tempoh bershopping di pasar payang menjadi pendek. memandangkan saya ke terengganu sebenarnya semata-mata untuk shopping, dan shopping-time dipendekkan, maka saya telah menjadi bad-mood. dalam pada bad-mood tu, sempat jugak la cekau selai batik (yelah, semata-mata sangat datang terengganu kalau tak beli batik kan??). kasihan hufei dan roha kena melayan muncung saya pagi tu. sampai naik bas pun saya muncung, kes nya, bas yang datang, bas dua tingkat, dan saya pulak, tak dapat seat yang single tu. kalau dah bad-mood tu, benda yang ok pun jadi K.O!!

anyway hufei dan roha, mintak maaf banyak-banyak atas perangai buruk aku yang, nampaknya, masih tak berubah (betul tak?). aku terasa sungguh keji kerana korang bersusah payah accomodate aku ke sana-sini, tapi aku memuncungkan diri pulak (dah la muncung tak hot.. tambah buruk ada la..). tapi, aku sangat gembira jumpa korang sebenarnya.  we must do this again!!!!!

adoi.. entry nie mengambil masa hampir 3 jam untuk disempurnakan!

Wakata Wakata Kenangga..

on the way back to KL this evening, my sister and i reminisce over the old japanese supehero series during our time, that is in the early 90s. we talked about gaban and his laser sapi, kesatria baja hitam and his belalang tempur, flasman, maskman, etc, etc. and tonight, i find myself surfing the net for infos and photos of the beloved superheroes. i remember i fall so deeply in love with kesatria baja hitam because he was so damn handsome (in his human form, not the superhero suit – i detest the belalang eyes!). and i thought gaban was like the coolest superhero ever, but when i look at his photos just now, only one thought actually crossed my mind : “huduh lalu mamat gaban nie” muahahahaha.. enche gaban, sila jangan kecik hati.. mamat baja hitam tu, emm.. bolehlah .. so-so la.. (takde la sehuduh gaban hauuuu…)
anyway, bila difikirkan balik, memang kelakar zaman-zaman tu. berlari balik dari mengaji nie nak tengok citer-citer tu. bodo je sebenarnya. tak masuk dek akal. sama la dgn citer atromen tu, lampu dah berkelip baru tau nak melaser, dari awal dok buang masa belasah resakse-resakse durjana tu. tumbang jugaklah 13, 14 bangunan sekali lawan. kasihan sungguh jepun nak buat reconstruction banyak-banyak kali huhuiiii…
agaknye kalau usha youtube mesti banyak klip citer-citer nie kan? dah lupa pun cemaner plotnye, cume ingat kesatria baja hitam tu paling setia dengan motor dier belalang tempur dan wira perkasa tu (tak tau la nama betul depa dalam jepun ape tapi bile dimelayukan jadi cenggitu ek?). sungguh taat kedua-dua motor nie. taat dan bijaksana. baja hitam panggil je dengan sendirinya muncul motor-motor nie. hebat sungguh mereka merempit tanpa mat rempit.
adeh, ok, penat dah gelak. tulis sambil-sambil tengok klip dan gambar-gambar lame citer nie. lawak la.
selamat mengimbas kenangan masa lalu… daa…

Api Abadi

sudah lama tinggalkan nekoparis. bukak-bukak sudah lain. haha.. bagus jugak ada space for QuickPress. tak payah susah-susah mencari. ok, takde idea nak tulis apa. takde juge gambar menarik. jadi, cuma nak share lirik lagu kegemaran minggu ini. kalau saya ada pakwe (dan kalau suara saya sedap), saya nak nyanyikan lagu nie untuk die. siapakah die? hmmmm

Eternal Flame :

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling,
Do you feel my heart beating,
Do you understand,
Do you feel the same,
Am I only dreaming,
Is this burning, an eternal flame

I believe, it’s meant to be, darling,
i watch you while you when you’re sleeping,
You belong with me,
Do you feel the same,
Am I only dreaming,
Is this burning an eternal flame

Say my name, sun shines through the rain,
A whole life so lonely and then you come and ease the pain
I don’t wanna lose this feeling … ooohhhh..

p.s Selamat Pengantin Baru buat fahmi, aishahwarya and pu3yati (dapat pegi kenduri aishahwarya je.. tu pun habes sesat barat haha..).. fahmi dah kawen, dah tak boleh dibuat lelaki simpanan lagi hahahahaha… anyway fahmi, aku doakan kau berbahagia.. nak karaoke masih boleh ajak aku haha..

usaha tangga kejayaan

kebelakangan ini, saya rasa gembira, walaupun saya penat, dan terlalu banyak berfikir. (tapi saya juge terlalu banyak makan hahaha .. dan kurang tido… dan terlalu kuat risaukan sesuatu..) anyway, saya rasa gembira bila usaha saya dihargai oleh orang lain. walaupun saya rasa usaha saya tidaklah sehebat mana, tapi hasilnya adalah di luar jangkaan saya, dan saya menerima pujian untuknya. seronok juga sekali-sekala dipuji *wink*wink*blushing*

kalau saya berusaha bersungguh-sungguh, tentu pencapaian saya lebih bagus.

tapi, kenapa saya tidak pernah ada drive untuk berusaha bersungguh-sungguh?

Mari Kita Renungkan

Father
It’s not time to make a change,
Just relax, take it easy.
You’re still young, that’s your fault,
There’s so much you have to know.
Find a girl, settle down,
If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I’m happy.

I was once like you are now, and I know that it’s not easy,
To be calm when you’ve found something going on.
But take your time, think a lot,
Why, think of everything you’ve got.
For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.

Son
How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again.
It’s always been the same, same old story.
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.
Now there’s a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

Father
It’s not time to make a change,
Just sit down, take it slowly.
You’re still young, that’s your fault,
There’s so much you have to go through.
Find a girl, settle down,
if you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I’m happy.
(Son– Away Away Away, I know I have to
Make this decision alone – no)
Son
All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,
It’s hard, but it’s harder to ignore it.
If they were right, I’d agree, but it’s them They know not me.
Now there’s a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.
(Father– Stay Stay Stay, Why must you go and
make this decision alone?)

p.s pasang lagu nie semalaman .. enjoy sungguh.. sungguh menenangkan.. mid sampai terpengaruh haha.. best kan lagu nie? sila renungkan..